Alex do us all a favour and continue to post on this board.
Your journey to nationals pictures were some of the best threads ive seen on getbig in a long long time.
Like you said, u knew your colour was horrible, u had lost some muscle in the last few days, and things just didnt work out. We all saw it and you were man enough to admit it.
I hope that this experience can help you pull out that pro card next year at nationals !
Dont let this get u down. If the show was two weeks ago, you would have been right up there, no doubt in what was maybe the toughest class in the whole show. There were a lot of great lightweight bodybuilders out there.