A heroin user will never get as high as they did the first time out...more or less (I'm sure there are exceptions). After having seen so many huge bodybuilders, I don't know who is left to knock my socks off at expos. Abbas Khatami once had Jim Manion critique his physique, but Jim was a guy who saw it all. I wonder if I will ever get that sense of awe again, the one McFarland described from when he saw Tom at the gym.