I'm off to bed..sorry.. need to rest, my training was intense.
desperate...
Better delete your account, or are you going to make up new fictional conversations with virtual friends from now on with every post?
You seem more desperate than Bluto, and you also lack the slighterst sense of humor and intelligence.
Delete the account and create a new one in 6 or 8 months and hopefully no one will notice and you can start again.
Hope this helps.