Jade listen, you're an industry legend and I'm sure you get plenty of love from alot of people around the sport so be happy with the life you've lived because you quite likely saw most of everything one could have on this planet, having been and done all the shit you have, and to me, that's pretty much the point. You still have your health and some dough apparently and I'm sure you and your man have some good times still too. Thanks for sharing all that you do but I don't think you should give a shit anymore what anyone thinks. You lived through a bit of your own "golden era" and was a part of all that and that's awesome.