I believe I am within reason to believe that last night I had to defend my mind from being taken over by malevolent extra-terrestrials. This is the best I can do to describe the experience:
I slipped into bed at around 5 in the morning, still a little high from having smoked a little weed earlier. I lied there in the still of the darkness, letting my mind free to wander. It was still very active, most likely from the high. My thoughts were reaching into deeper and deeper matters. I was thinking about conscious evolution and considering whether or not its effects will just enter our lives, as if we will gain psychic abilities all of a sudden and things like that. I was thinking about how brains are sort of plugs and electrically plug our souls into this matrix hologram reality. I was thinking about a lot of different things. And then suddenly was struck by a thought. This specific thought came to me and that thought developed and I delved deeper and deeper into it. This thought was very deep and provocative (I can’t remember what it was because it was taken from me) and as I did I was hearing a hissing in my head. And the deeper I thought about that thing I was thinking about, the louder the hissing became. And when I stopped thinking about it the hissing settled, as if I was rewarded for not thinking. I noticed that when I thought of any of my ideas at this point, the hissing would protest against them. And that’s when I started to think that my thoughts were being policed. I suddenly thought, “reptilians!” and then the hissing got LOUD! Painfully and frighteningly loud! Fear began to set in. My heart began to sprint. My mind was being intruded by outside forces and I wondered how on Earth I could escape them. At this point I was lying in the fetal position and I knew intuitively that I was more vulnerable in that position so I lied on my back and put my left hand over my heart to be sure I was really feeling all this. And that’s when I really started to feel their presence. I heard the hissing still, but now I was seeing them! From my third eye I could see a group of pale greys staring at me with those big almond eyes. They were there when my eyes were both open and closed, inside of my mind’s eye. I couldn’t escape the sight of them. I couldn’t get back my privacy of mind.
I considered getting up, running away, calling for my mom, but I knew intuitively that any sort of physical defense against them would be useless. I knew I had to stand firm from within my mind. I want to try to elaborate further on how I felt in these moments. All at once, I saw the greys clearly in my mind’s eye, standing around me, watching me, projecting their psychic energy on me, I think I caught glimpses of a reptilian presence but it was much more discreet than the greys, visually. The hissing was continuing to police my thoughts. It was pressing me to think thoughts of fear, luring me to fear them. They were trying to back me into a corner surrounded by my own fears. They were grounding themselves to me psychically through my low vibration (fearful) thoughts. I may even have felt them attach themselves to my lower chakras. In my lower abdominals I felt unusual pressure and it was making noises (normal body functions but it is part of the details + I read once read that reptilians attach themselves to lower chakras). I physically felt weak, paralyzed, however willingly, for I knew that I couldn’t physically fight them in any way.
At this point I was frantically thinking about what to do . How to escape those fearful thoughts and fight them off. Everything I learned about them from the internet and all was coming into my thoughts. I learned that they are lower circuit, lower vibration beings and that they can’t handle high vibrations, those associated with feelings of love, clear-mindedness, gratitude, etc. I knew I had to put my mind in a good place. This was very difficult because I kept thinking about the situation. Like how the hell did this happen to me? I was scared I would be abducted. I remembered a dream I had where I was abducted by a giant monster and in my dream the monster could only exist as long as I was afraid of it. I tried to meditate to banish them from my thoughts but their psychic assault was too powerful. I felt I was slipping when I said "OK! I won't think!" But as soon as I said that I took it back and exclaimed, "No, you'll never control what I think! Only I am in control!"
At a moment when I felt like I was about to experience a psychic KO, I fell back on one thing which I am convinced saved me. The Bob Marley song Three Little Birds turned on in my mind. “don’t worry about a thing, cuz every little thing is guna be alright,” Bob Marley assured me in his singing voice.
Then I remembered what Alex Collier said when he was asked in his interview what advice his alien contactees, the Andromedans, would have for anyone who’s confronted by these malevolent ETs. He said to send a call for help. Call for help to the Andromedans if you have to. So I did. I tried to psychically call for help. “Andromedans! Pleiadians! Help me, please! God, help me! Please!”
He also said to take a stance and not let them enter your thoughts. Do not allow them to! I said, “this is MY mind and through it flows infinite love, infinite consciousness, I am a being of pure light and you are beneath me. I will NOT allow you to manipulate my thoughts!” I took my stance and stood firm. I repeated this and repeated this, and literally like a candle banishing all surrounding darkness in a flash, my high frequency thoughts/feelings swept away the ET’s psychic forces. I was winning the battle and knew it. All of these sort of random thoughts were coming into my head; thoughts that confirmed the power of my thoughts. They each strengthened my psychic defenses against these lowly beings. These beings that I learned are purely dependant on your fear to be able to manipulate you. No one can tell you what to fear. That’s your choice and will always be your choice.
Now this is where things turned around for me. The evil presence of the malevolent ETs was gone and replaced by that of beings that were full of love, empathy, wisdom, and even approval. I felt my vibrations raising higher and higher. I was overwhelmed with these positive feelings. I thanked my aides! I thanked the Andromedans, the Pleiades, God, The Great Self. I thanked myself for all the knowledge I had that gave me the tools that I was able to use for my psychic self-defense. While feeling victorious I seized the opportunity to talk shit. Yes, I talked smack to the greys and reptilians. LOL I am not kidding! I said things like “haha you can’t control me! You’re losing! You’re whole system is crumbling all around you! I am only one and I can defeat you!” But after I laid down some smack, I reminded myself that my talk was sort of negative in a sense and that it wasn’t worth lowering my frequency through boasting and trying to bring them down. I put my mind in a good place again and even came to forgive them. For some reason it wasn’t hard. From what I learned about the Greys is that they are struggling to survive as a species and are desperately trying to repair their damaged genes. I tried to see things from their perspective and forgave them. At that moment I was totally free from them. Totally, in the sense that I was absolutely confident that their psychic vibrations were no longer mingling with mine.
Someone else was in my presence. Not physically, but spiritually and psychically. Whoever they were helped me get through my “psychic duel.” They were raining love and approval upon me. As if saying, “Hooray! Congratulations! You won your freedom! You learned how powerful you are!” I felt someone gently take hold of my hands. I felt it. I thanked them and we shared our beautiful feelings of love and joy. Whether these beings were Andromedans, Pleiadians, or angels, I don’t know for sure. I knew intuitively that our victory was shared. I thanked them whole-heartedly and told them we made a good team. LOL Ever so typical of me, I gave them a personal request. I asked them if one day they could take me on a vacation to the stars. I always wanted to travel through space with friendly ETs. It was, I felt, the perfect opportunity to ask. So I did. So I’m keeping my fingers crossed. And I apologized for my primitive linguistic-based psychic communication. I asked them if they thought in linguistics and they said no, but that they can when they want. I also asked the good spirits if it would be wise to share my story and I was showered with approval. That’s how communication between us was experienced; through feelings and vibrations.
The whole ordeal may have lasted about an hour. It’s hard to describe all of these feelings I felt and all the thoughts I thought from moment to moment. Describing the experience in words does very little to the effect of the actual experience. Especially what happened next! I felt my vibration/frequency raising higher and higher getting closer and closer to pure bliss, pure freedom, pure love and understanding. In my mind’s eye I was seeing strange lights like fractal geometry grow more and more complex in form as my frequency rose. It’s as if the pattern of those lights were shaped by my frequency pitch. And I knew intuitively that I was in line for an astral projection. I hesitated and wondered if I could really go through with it. I reminded myself that this is my first ever conscious opportunity to astral project, so I said “OK. I am ready.” And my vibrations got stronger than ever, I felt a “pop,” and I made a strange exhale and the transition begun. I was no longer experiencing myself as a physical being that senses the world through electrical impulses in the brain, but as a purely spiritual being. And then seemingly miraculously, I was settled deep into a peaceful sleeping slumber.
I knew intuitively that in the future I will have more opportunities to do this. It’s part of our conscious/spiritual evolution. I also learned that as the frequencies of mankind continues it climb, we will develop psychic powers. I have a strong belief that very soon we will be able to develop our ability to tune in to the frequencies of each others’ brains and share our thoughts with one another. Our collective unconscious will emerge from the “shadow” of our psyche, as Carl Jung calls it, and we will be able to consciously share it. I like to compare it to the internet, which electronically connects minds, but instead we will be able to psychically connect. No assembly required. Smiley
The whole experience was confusing, terrifying, blissful, enlightening… everything! Even feelings I don’t know the words for! At this point I am personally convinced that we are in the presence of great alien races. You may think that by having this experience I would surely convince myself that reality is far more terrifying than we can possibly imagine and we ought to be scared all the time, but just as the giant from my dream, these terrifying forces only exist as long as you fear them.
I woke up this morning feeling rejuvenated, enlightened, and just plain good in every sense. I know I am a free spirit. And I know I have to tell people about this. I have to assure everyone that it is absolutely true that the only thing to fear is fear itself.
At thing point in my life I’m just another guy with a story of a close encounter who’s going to sound like a total nut case to 90% of those I share this my with. My word is truth and truth is my language. All I can do is present my best description of this extraordinary experience and share it with you.
This is a story of what I felt to be real- believe it or not, this is how it happened to me. I know I'm going to have to work extra hard to prove that I'm sane from this point forth. I assure you I'm even more sane after this experience than I was before! And yes, I am going to go to bed tonight with a tin foil hat. Grin
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Just to make the whole situation even stranger, here's a brief description of a nightmare my mom had the very same night:
She said in her dream I was a baby and I was wandering outside, the neighbors were outside, everything was cool. She said I was in clothes that she remembers I wore from that time. And then some guy named Willy abducted me. My mom was frantic and trying to look for me and find help. In the end, she found me on a top wall shelf in Willy's apartment and I was just up there, perfectly alright, but I was wearing different clothes.
Weird, eh? I think it's very symbolic to the events of last night. I was in a frightening predicament, ended up in a new strange place, wound up being perfectly ok, but wearing new clothes (new perspective?).
I didn't tell her my story, btw. I don't think she's ready.
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Logical approach to the experience (brilliantly answered by my buddy who runs Dedroidify.com (the most complete library of mind-expanding info on the net)
Q1.) Could this experience have been nothing more than a trick of the mind? Hallucinations of the senses and mental manipulations of feelings?
It is possible though, for instance, antero alli saw a demon that was more real than real in his minds eye with eyes closed for a long while, he went to a psychic who told him it was his unused creativity! He wrote a play and all that and the thing never returned. It is possible also that these experiences are endogenous dmt releases that act metaphorically with therianthropic (man-beast) symbols as a sort of initiation to higher consciousness, for instance the triumph of circuit 3 reason over circuit 1 safety and/or 2 emotions. Just one example you can interpret it anyway you like. And of course it's possible that these are real entities too and you kicked intergalactic ass with awareness! woot! hehe
Q2.) Why me? If my mind was indeed a psychic battleground last night, why were these malevolent aliens threatened by my thoughts? Look what became of it! They lost big time! Now I have this enlightening experience to share with people.
Two ways of many I can suggest, one: you needed this experience at this stage of your development to grow stronger or affirm progress, or two: you were becoming such a light spreading presence that the darkness decided to try and scare you back like the mafia would if someone came on their turf hehe but you went steven seagal on the mob! ;p
Q3.) Perhaps sharing the story will destroy my credibility, in which case, the aliens might just have gotten what they wanted.
Share it only with people who can appreciate it. No pearls for the swine (share no gifts that will go unappreciated).
The DMT explanation seems to me to be just about as plausible as the alien scenario. However, if it was a DMT trip, then how come that "epic thought" that triggered the whole event was literally stolen from me? I knew I was on to something with that thought and that's all I remember about it.
What I am sure about is that this experience changed me in ways nothing else could.
