this sounds like many, including myself at a younger age
this does not work in the long wrong because other areas you lack in life throw the bbing thing out of order. if you dont like your job/ your homelife/ hate people on the internet, these all cause other issues that grow like a bad disease wich effect your bbing goals in an indirect way, many will result to steroids as there own personal silver bullet to aleviate all in wich they lack because they know with that drug they gain ultimate power but do not see potential consequeces in full because of there hindering personality traits
its like how can you be good at something and expect to stay good at it if other NEGATIVE things that YOU caused are sorrounding you in all other areas? you may get a glimpse of greatness in your physique but will soon be shatterd one way or the other by your trail of negativity that leads right to you
i think this is why im such a good bodybuilder. i know im close to perfection and i must make my life perfect in all ways if i want to fulfill my dream as a teacher of minding all things to a more positive evolution

