Sami, you speak of your strong faith. You are, by all accounts a deeply spiritual person.
Sami, have you ever discussed with the Imam ( the officiating priest of a mosque) your contradictory lifestyle?
Sami, is your Imam aware that this sport is deeply embedded in corruption, drug abuse and gay4pay?
Sami, do you think if your Imam was aware of the extent of your involvement in this seedy sport, he would allow you to continue?
Fact is, i just don't know how you resolve these conflicting issues? Spirituality and Pro Bodybuilding..Mmmmm.