Is there a CURE for delusionality ???

[jaejonna]

If there isnt they should use this guy to test it ...

i think i have voiced this before... but i will repeat..

okay

i dont care about "being big", lets get that out of the way first. i dont give two shits about being intimidating, looking powerful, being manly, or being strong.

simply
i want to create ...err..sounds very cliche..but a piece of art with my body. .   being massive is only a bi product of a body that looks good and shapely and aethtic when hitting a twisting rear double bicep, or doing a one hand on the hip, one hand doing a most muscle clench.... (oh brother hahahahahah)

what i want to get out of doing this is simply that everyday when i am in front of the mirror posing and hitting shots is that i can look at pride at a physique that i can honestly asses as being aesthetic and pleasing to MINE OWN EYE... something that i can walk around in feeling confident and loving life..

ALSO to a lesser extent, it has somethign t do with me being somewhat of a romantic...   ???a pipedream where there is some kind of perfection out there that one day i will meet... and i think that that female perfection deserves male perfection and i want to be that perfection.. and part of perfectios not only physical but as well as mental and in order to have that i know within myself i need to have that confidence (bwhaahahahahhahahah)


aaaaaahhhhhhh

i ammaking a huge fool of myself by telling you this.. but i dont mind really.  its nice to be honest 

hahahahhah oh brother.....how else is chasing the dream ?hahhaha
discuss this rant of insecurity hahahahahahahah

[_bruce_]

Someone needs a cold shower immediately 

[MAXX]

what does he look like now?

he's started juicing right?

[jaejonna]

what does he look like now?

he's started juicing right?

he is 230 at 13%bf

im a lot stronger but i don give a shit about that

yeah sure my body has changed alot.. i started fat and 190 lbs... i got up to a fat 235 lbs... been dieting for two and a half weeks and now my body fat % if at 13 % (legit 13 % ) and i am only down to 230..  once i get to about 8 % then ill increase my calories a little , add in dbol, and drop all the cardio..   hopefully get up to 250 10% ....then i want to take the winter off and just train naturally till maybe next april? and then ffrom there on out ill probably be on at least a cruising dose for as long as i am still bodybuilding.. which will be untill i am done competing probably about 45 ?

but who really knows? all of this is speculation and what i hope ideally happens...   hell i am doing all i can and just hoping for the bets outcome knowing im giving it 110% every minute every hour every day..

[MAXX]

he is 230 at 13%bf

so he says. where is the pics

[spinnis]

That was beautiful just beautiful..

[jaejonna]

This shitstain has been getting a free pass since 'Dave' went on that 'business trip'...someone need to put "cumdizzle" back in his place as the bottom bitch of getbig.

[CalvinH]

Definitely steroid mod material for sure...

[Meso_z]

If there isnt they should use this guy to test it ...

 
hahahahhah oh brother.....how else is chasing the dream ?hahhaha
discuss this rant of insecurity hahahahahahahah

[jaejonna]

hahah im 195 in that pic and all natural, eat 4 meals a day live normal...hahaha... Nor do i rant about steroids nor do i aspire to be 250lbs @ 9% bf. Good try though hahahah

[jaejonna]

 

[troponin]

I thought $450 jeans were proven to be the cure?

[SGT BARNES]

you aint been near 195 unless you count the weight of your boyfriend mounted to you.

the definition of delusional is your fat "spilled over" excuse of a body from the mr getbig

jesus what a little girl, dont you have a school to go shoot up big mouth?

[njflex]

hahah im 195 in that pic and all natural, eat 4 meals a day live normal...hahaha... Nor do i rant about steroids nor do i aspire to be 250lbs @ 9% bf. Good try though hahahah

Good realization,and accepting what been given and doing what u like and not dreaming.

[jaejonna]

hahahha i see the victims of jaejownage-past are comin back to 'destroy' me hahahaha....

[Epic_Monster]

hahahha i see the victims of jaejownage-past are comin back to 'destroy' me hahahaha....

hahaha Who the hell is that in that horrible picture?

[FullROM]

 

[jaejonna]

hahaha Who the hell is that in that horrible picture?

Adonis holding hands with moosejay...

nah i googled image searched ghost of chritmas past and saw this ...i thought it was fitting

[Epic_Monster]

Adonis holding hands with moosejay...

nah i googled image searched ghost of chritmas past and saw this ...i thought it was fitting

That picture is terrible! I thought it was a getbig photoshop! hahahaha

[jaejonna]

  i never said i wasnt anything more than i am   

[SweetMuscles]

Jae your face is hideous and your body looks chubby and feminine. you dont even look like you go to a gym and do any form of exercise.
the defiinion of delusional is you taking this disgusting 'package' to the mr getbig and then complaining when you get a gift of coming dead last.

[Zaphod]

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[SquatAss]

Jae your face is hideous and your body looks chubby and feminine. you dont even look like you go to a gym and do any form of exercise.
the defiinion of delusional is you taking this disgusting 'package' to the mr getbig and then complaining when you get a gift of coming dead last.

[onlyme]

so he says. where is the pics

The kid is full of shit and has been outed so many times.  He is the typical talk the talk type guy who can't walk the walk

[candidizzle]

The kid is full of shit and has been outed so many times.  He is the typical talk the talk type guy who can't walk the walk

shut your never-has-been never-will-be FATASS up you stupid ass bitch.. when the fuck have i ever been "outed" as you so put it..   pull up one instance you mangy ugly stupidass fat piece of garbage