Naturalwonder,
I hope u have a lot of stress in your life with financial situations, family issues, health issues and just bad luck in general. I hope u cant sleep at night when u think of that stuff u did with a man u should not have. I hope it hurts u when u think of ur wife/gf screwing another man in your own house. I hope u get the shit beat out of u in the grocery store for being a queer.
Good luck