ooh sorry, i guess thats what i get for being too lazy to read the entire thread or not doing any research on where you stand. i sincerely apologize.
i admit that it is difficult to explain how things came to be w/out some kind of master planner.
indeed
the world confuses the shit outta me

everything is so perfect and so planned and in order
I have two choices
A) this all just randomly somehow magically happened, everything somehow gained order eventhough nature only creates disorder
B) there is a creator who made everything and put order to the world
I take the choice that is logical.....choice B

you should try to search for your own answer