Maybe if Beefy and his friend had jobs they could afford to juice without selling their asses. Then 'the evil' couldn't get started.
Beefy, if your story is true I'm sorry to hear that your pal killed himself. Probably a lot of factors in play there tho, not just regretting gay activity.
I honestly don't think many can bodybuild competitively and have regular jobs
Personally I tried twice doing this :
First , when I was playing tennis still, I was baking bagels from 5 am till 1 pm @ Einstein Bagels (
) then would go to the tennis club and Play a match ...I would teach tennis after for 3-4 hours maybe , then have another workout ...either drills or speed work ( plyometrics .. ) .
I did this for 5 months and just quit tennis afterwards ..
It was difficult to try to earn money so you can travel and play ... I would bust my ass to make money so I could spend them playing ..
But that's the reality of pro sports if you are not a top guy
And a couple of years after that I had the same thing going with bodybuilding
I would wake up at 5, be in the gym and out by 7, go to work @ that time at a phone company until 4-5, leave and be at a second job doing telemarketing by 6, and leave at 10. After that I'd go home and spend until 12-12:30 cooking and cleaning and packing 6 meals .
I was bulking then as I was getting ready to do a show ...
I got fired from the phone company job because I ate almost non stop and would go to the bathroom like 4-5 times a day to piss .
I used to have a huge bag of ready to eat microwaveable frozen chicken wings and drumsticks in case I didn't have time to bring food .
Everybody thought I was nuts and they couldn't comprehend why I'd eat non stop.
Also one day came to that company for an interview Stan Frydrych, 2002 +50 Master Olympia ... He had a regular job like me in the same field .
We had a great talk as we both worked out in the same Powerhouse Gym in Rosedale Park along with Ron Love and John Simmons ...