It's 1:09 a.m. in the morning...I've had more to drink then I've had in probably at least ten years, maybe more then ever, lol! My ex gil friend/fiance is 500 mile away in Chicago. I have talked to her by text msg off and on the last few hours...she's with her friends at a gay bar of all places. Yes, I realize I'm about as drunk as I;ve ever been...this will probably sound very stupid, but I don't care and anyone that thinks it does can fuck themselves over and over till their ass bleeds. I want blood and I want it now!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't care who's it is. That's what i want, and you can bet your homo ass that's what I will have. Blood makes the grass grow!