Moosejay
Your situation is the worst, it is sad, painful, and i think many feel bad for you BUT i think you should stop posting here, because getbig is about bodybuilding and not a support forum or a medical advice forum.
Dont take this bad, but we gotta keep the board positive as ron requested, and your posts are not positive at all.
Also, keep this sueing vendetta out of this board, start your own and post there your updates.