Poor guy. He's just aching for love. You can tell that he's completely devoid. He's getting dissociated with reality and all he knows is misery and depression. I truly empathize with him because I've felt the same way as well.
Avesher, send me a PM if you want to talk, man. I'm serious. No tricks, gimmicks or faggotry. I know where you've been, man. You need to take care of these demons before it's too late. Whether you're comfortable PM'ing me or not, that's cool. Just promise to take care of yourself, bro.