When I was in my early to mid 20's, I was more bodybuilding oriented and interested in gaining weight. Gaining quality muscle was a priority, and my weight went from 165 to 198 (5'7") over 7 years. However, now I've been fighting in MMA (2 fights), and I have gone back into the military. Both my new hobby and my military commitment is much more endurance oriented - especially compared to bodybuilding. I will be going away for training/selection sometime by summer, and I need to lose weight (not for aesthetics but for cardiovascular and muscular endurance). It has been hard for me to drop below 185 since I took HGH (even when I'm off). Right now, I just got off of everything 2 weeks ago. However, I would like to cycle in the future without having my cardiovascular and muscular endurance affected). Also, I will after coming back from selection, I will probably be 20-30 lbs lighter. I would like to put back on some quality muscle without impacting my endurance. Since even low doses of test kills my endurance (250-300mgs/week), I have LOTS of winnie, anavar, turinabol, and halotestin to help me put back on some quality muscle (I don't feel my endurance drop with lighter orals). I know my liver will probably hate me in the future, but I can't think of anything else. Any suggestions?