My mother’s sick with cancer… The tumor is removed and she’s on chemo…
It`s her second time but she’s a tough one and the odds are good.
But last Thursday she gave us a scare.
She had an allergic reaction to the chemo and was just 2 heart beats away from a flatline…
When they called me from the I.R they thought she would die and prepared me for the worst.
If you’re a regular to my website you know that my life’s been a roller coaster
the last year and when seeing her hooked-up in that respirator it was like
the whole future just took a f**kin head shot…
I felt like someone was laughing at me like;
The rope ain't tight enough, pour some gasoline on him… he`s still alive go fix it!
BUT It was then and there that I just DECIDED that there was
NO WAY IN HELL that she would leave us now!
My homiez on the other side, my guardian angels Tall-1 and Heavy-D both
worked as bouncers when they where alive and I knew that they never would let her in!
We need her here… I need her here! Her time has yet not come!
As I sit here and write this piece my mother is home and OK again
and I pray to God that most of the drama in my life is thru for now…
So even if this X-mas will be a heart breaker because I won’t spend it
with my daughter I do feel blessed…
