I was in NY yesterday for some business and to clean out the last remains of a storage container I have rented there. As I was going through my stuff I came across some of my ex's stuff. So being the decent sort that i am, i called her...and to be honest, I really didn't think she would pick up (it was an ugly breakup). i figured i'd leave a message and just drop the shit in front of her house. but lo and behold, she answers and we get to talking and we wind up meeting. After the usual "how are you's" we get into it and it turns out she is really,really having a tough time with everything in her life,not just us, and is going through some major shit. it's blatantly obvious that the feelings are still there on both of our parts, but I'm seriously conflicted here. i truly love this woman with all my heart and nothing would make me happier than trying again with her, but i also think that the last thing she needs right now is getting involved again, she has so much other stuff she is dealing with. and if i really loved her i would let her be for now, just let her know I'm there for her if she needs help