Quite the Drama Queen.
If you were not attracted to them you simply would not care!!
No, having lived with this attraction already, I
could not live without it - assume that all my memories are intact.
I reference the story of a young man who sought to be 'cured' of his foot fetish. He put himself through therapy, went on medication and, I believe, eventually had some sort of surgery (will need to verify that last part).
If I had never been attracted to muscular women, then correct, I would not care.