I understand how you feel.
You might, however, be better served to wait a few months to give you receptors some time to re-fresh.
You and I are both big dudes, I'm thinkin' that maybe a month after PCT is complete, some GH/T3/Clen may be soemthing to look at.
You seem like a pretty good guy, hate to see you head down that "forever cycle" path. I know a couple of pwr lifters like that, they really are some miserable fucks most of the time.