So your well into your 30's and jerk off 5 times a day so you can hold out and bang women that are basically 6 or 7's out of 10...Your future does not look good bro...YOu are like a 18 year old 20th century American male...Your silly reality tunnel tells you that you have to show these women how more more of a man you are compared to every other guy...When in reality most women would rather have 4 or 5 loads dumbed on their chin within 25 minutes so they can feel good about themselves...You are in a game that can't be won bro...