- The following TRUE story was given to us by Mick Hart, read it, and let it be a good reminder to all of us who use steroids.)
So it all began when I became like most of us do at times, despondent about, "What no gains?" After training for 5 years or more, I had reached that plateau of no more gains at the age of 22. I decided to seek some advice from a very large friend of mine called Paul who now works for Chemical Warfare and also knows my mate from Portsmouth, (small world) which is where I was hatched and raised.
He put me on deca and sust and his word was true after 7 weeks I had gained size and power which made me happy and Paul hadn�t steered me wrong, which I was worried about as he was a friend, but still was his interest in my health or his pocket?
I took his advice on training and diet and it worked. A year later again I sought his advice and again I grew, only on a larger cycle, and no side affects at all; this I believed was due to him keeping me away from testate and testan 100 as I needed chest NOT breast.
Jumping 7 years now after working in the USA and learning about gear and educating myself from books, articles and also seminars, I returned to Britain. I set up base in Brighton and soon found a hard-core gym - great I thought.
Straight in to running the security of clubs things were going very well. UntiI I felt the need to get bigger - as if I was not big enough already! 6' 2" at 246 lbs with 12% body fat. Yep, I looked good!
I had done a few heavy cycles in the States and decided that this would be my last cycle - famous last words.
So after seeking out the gym's �Mr. Supplier", he told me of such a steroid that I would need as it would be the only thing on this cycle that would satisfy me.
"Orals" I said with suprise and my friend Paul had never really touched the subject so I thought that they were no good. After Mr Supplier had fed me with stories of 35-40lb gains and mild loss on completion I jumped at the Anadrol which came as Oxy something or other.
I was instructed that 2 shots of sustanon a week with 2ml of deca every 6 days would be ALL I would need would be 3 of these �magic pills� a day for the first 2 weeks, losing 1 a week until the last week at 1 a day. So for 6 weeks he said there would be minor side affects, but his answer to that was to, "........just drink 5 litres of water a day and you'll be OK!" What a wanker!
So, �350 (about $500) later I was ready.
Day 1:
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No worries.
Day 2:
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A little sick around food and felt shaky, but otherwise, no real alarm bells as yet.
Day 3:
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Mornings from hell! Sick, sick and more sick! I rang him up and asked what was happening? "Just have more pasta and water and you should be fine"
Day 4:
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My girlfriend noticed a yellowing of my eyes and looking bit gaunt. No alarm bells yet!!
Day 5:
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Stopped taking them - PERIOD! The stomach pains were just too much. Just 12 pills gone, what was wrong with me I asked myself?
Day 6:
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By now I have gone COMPLETELY yellow, pissing coca cola and crapping just fat that floats! Incredible stomach pains and cramps. I have to go to see my Doctor
Doctor said he believed it to be gall stones and not to worry as he would arrange an ultra sound within the next couple of days. My blood pressure too was far to high and and my heart rate was DOUBLE that of normal. My weight at the time was 196 lbs. I was alarmed after telling the G.P. that a week ago I was nearer 246 lbs! He said that gall stones can do this. Stupid me! I did not tell him about the gear!
Day 7:
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Went to A & E could not wait the pain just to bad doubled up all the time no sleep. A & E do ultra sound found nothing, weight down to 189 lbs. I had just lost 7 lbs in a day I now looked like an aids victim. They decided to keep me in for observation after I decided to tell them what I had taken. (brave boy or just smart)
Day 8:
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Now bile salts coming through my skin and my skin tears like tissue paper when I scratch myself because the salts are itchy as hell and fucking with my mind all I want to do is rip my skin off. They have to sedate me and put me on a drip coz I had eaten nothing in 4 days as soon as I did eat - it comes back up.
Day 9
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Whilst having a liver biopsy I vomit about 2 pints of blood over the nurses and the room. The pain was so bad that they gave me tri base morphine to stop me screaming. My blood was now orange due to the bile.
My parents were called and told to come to Eastbourne general hospital asap as I might not make it through the night. This was due to my elevated heart rate which now had become 2 1/2 times normal even under sedation and they feared that my heart would explode.
I was told that the anadrol had settled in my liver and eaten through the bile ducts and the cholesterol tubes that run through the bile ducts. This caused the fat and bile to mix which was like contact glue, roadblocking my liver and forcing various nasty fluids and such to back flush in to my stomach and this was what I painted the room with. Part of my liver had collapsed and disintegrated.
Day 10:
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I still living only due to a through the night plasma exchange, all new blood, modern tech and being pretty fit.
Otherwise I would be DEAD.
I was in ICU for 2 months whilst they watched my road to recovery. My lowest weight on day 10 was only 129 lbs. For the next 2 months I was put on a special diet blanched veg and chicken no fat salt or sugar, only water and semi skimmed milk and still on 2 drips with glucose and saline. The worst thing was during this time my legs were so weak that I had to have a catheta fitted, I thought that the
embarrassment was nothing compared to the pain. I was heavily sedated during ICU due to the itching and stomach pain.
After being in hospital FOR NEARLY 3 MONTHS I was released. I weighed 154 lbs and was still yellow. For 1 year I was on strict diet and no drinking or gear or I would be dead. I had once a month blood tests. It took 15 months for all of the yellow to go and for me to eat good again, I can now drink in moderation and 25 months after going to hospital I felt good at 224 lbs and did my first mild cycle 1 sust weekly and 1 deca every 9 days and I have made good gains with no ill effects, so I now only listen to educated people whom I consider are more interested in seeing me gain and stay healthy than getting themselves rich.
I currently work with the outreach project in Brighton and advise young people on food training and steroids most are 18-22 years and already using steroids.
My advise is to firstly build good foundations i.e. muscle density before using gear. But they are very willing to put their lives at risk to get bigger, all I try to do is advise them on my experiences and tell them to educate themselves and know their own bodies.
But what can you do?
