I prefer the movie Seven and the great joy it would be to take peoples lives in a sick and disturbed manner
no thats not a nice movie.
after beauty and the beast you should watch these 2 movies:
Mask (1985) Rusty Dennis is the mother of Rocky, a seriously deformed but extremely intelligent and emotionally warm child. Rusty is a no-nonsense mother whose wild lifestyle is often at odds with her tenderness and protectiveness towards Rocky. She is determined that Rocky be given the same chances and happiness that everyone else takes for granted.4
then you should watch
The Elephant man - Based on the true story of Joseph Merrick, a 19th-century Englishman afflicted with a disfiguring congenital disease. With the help of kindly Dr. Frederick Treves, Merrick attempts to regain the dignity he lost after years spent as a side-show freak.
seriously disturbia, these movies might seem sad and cruel but much like your life there is a beauty and honesty within them that will help you realise that despite your current feelings and similar situations, life isn't all bad. I hope these help you find enlightenment.