If all chicks are idiots?
i sense that once again you have been slighted in some way and instead of ignoring the illusionary nature of pride, you have embraced it and are releaving the built up stress and anger by posting another self loathing - pity me getbig post.
i can help you josh.
ignore pride, ignore doubt, ignore the gut, ignore the ugly weather beaten face in the mirror. None of it matters. You have a karma like everyone else, you are not special, nor insignificant.
we are the same.
i hope you ponder these words in your subconcience tonight while you sleep.