Reading this thread saddens me
The erectile disfunction IMO is a result of feeling a lack of creativity
It also symbolizes blockages in opening up the male energy to create or flow
Your stash Danieldson is a desprate attempt to cover up a plethora of issues
We could joke here all day but we both know what's up deep down. There is no chemical answer for emotional issues. We might try to be all hard and superficial but at the end of th day it's just cheap theater meant to mask the pain within.
Understanding what's going on with you and who you are is the real answer. Some people are just afraid to look inside themselves for fear of not likeing what they discover.
It's called running away from yourself and it can last a lifetime. Stop taking pills ! Drinking pinot noir, some good vodka on rocks is ok...popping the amounts you quoted is NOT good !
Honestly trying to help brother