Seems to be a lot of sexual repression...
Plane bomber's rambling internet rants on his jihad fantasyFailed suicide bomber Umar Abdulmutallab spelt out his nightmare vision of a world ruled by fanatical Islamic hardliners in a series of rambling internet rants.
In one, he said: "I won't go into too much details about my fantasy, but basically they are jihad fantasies.
"I imagine how the great jihad will take place, how the muslims will win (Allah willing) and rule the whole world and establish the greatest empire once again."
In more than 300 postings on Facebook and Islamic websites, Abdulmutallab told of his commitment to the extremist cause.
He detailed his loneliness and his struggle to contain sexual urges that he feared might overwhelm his idealism.
But he also posted mundane messages full of enthusiasm for his other passion- Liverpool football team, often taking friendly swipes at supporters of rivals Arsenal.
Between 2005 and 2008, while Nigerian millionaire's son Abdulmutallab was at university in London, he admitted: "I have no friend. "Not because I do not socialise etc but because either people do not want to get too close to me as they go partying and stuff while I don't. Or they are bad people who befriend me and influence me to do bad things.
"As I get lonely, the natural sexual drive awakens and I struggle to control it, sometimes leading to minor sinful activities.
"And this problem makes me want to get married to avoid getting aroused."
In early 2005, he said: "I get lonely sometimes because I have never found a true muslim friend. I will describe myself as very ambitious and determined. I might sound boring but if you want to know more about me, just give me a shout."
In another post, he acknowledges feelings of lust, chastising himself for not lowering his gaze around unveiled women.
Abdulmutallab, who was foiled as he tried to blow up a passenger jet on Christmas Day as it neared Detroit, even warned: "The hair of a woman can easily arouse a man."
His football posts were far less melancholy. Three months before his team won the Champions League in 2005, he wrote: "Liverpool is my chosen club. I'm disappointed though with their performance lately. "How can someone get to like Arsenal? I tried to but no way. I've been to several football stadiums, I must say Highbury was one of the least impressive, a tiny junkyard sort of place in the streets of London, what a pity!"
He even weighed into the Frank Lampard versus Steven Gerrard debate. He admitted: "Lampard is really becoming a classy player. Now I think he's better than Gerrard."
Abdulmutallab even committed the ultimate Liverpool heresy by suggesting the team might be better if Gerrard left.
He said: "Gerrard might regret leaving Liverpool, but somehow I want him to leave."
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