Please go back and re-read the post you made about Avesher being delusional many, many.... many times.
In all seriousness. You're a million percent more delusional than him for one simple reason. Josh knew what the outcome would be and still had balls enough to take the lumps because he wanted the experience. You, on the other hand, look in the mirror and really, truly believe yourself to have a competitive physique and attribute negative results to 'spilling over', 'carb timing', or whatever other gay ass excuses people here use to justify losses.