honestly, I can't find a girl to submit me
that is the only reason
well, that and the fact that it might ruin whatever chance at any, legitimate, acting career i might want in the future 
Johnny, with all due respect, what kind of acting are you going to come accross living in the God awful town of Albany? Not many opportunities for anything there let alone the types of things you aspire to. I hear a lot of talk out of you but I think you're someone who is too scared to leave his comfort zone. You aint young dude and it aint gonna happen in Albany.
Plus, how much can u possibly be getting done with your life when you seem to always be here?
Albay's claim to fame is the Tulip Festival and the fact that it's fairly close to Saratoga and Lake George. The most depressing city I've ever been to outside of Scranton.