Steve:
Constructive criticism.
The "I'm just a poor bodybuilder" is horrible marketing angle and something that will hold you back mentally on a personal level.
You need to fake it until you make it, as the saying goes. Arnold acted as if he was the the powerful successful man he is today LONG BEFORE he actually was. Every top athlete, entertainer, and expert in what they do has done the same thing.
You don't want to adopt the identity of a down-and-out guy and no one will want to relate to you but losers.
You will attract only the things in life the down-and-out guys attract.
When

you become a success, then what are you going to do? Keep playing the little guy act?