Never had a gimmick, im not concerned with opinions here, but yeah Helga looks like a gimmick, could be one of your closer bro's on getbig, thats closer to the truth.
You have used something, d-bol, not sure. There is drastic difference in your size in certain pics, like on the lunges-video, you look normal, then all of a sudden you get bloated arms, the look you get from d-bol, not quality. Along with you talking to vince taylor about wanting to go pro, and hanging out at bodybuilding competitions, sure you tried some roids.