what happened?
I actually proposed it to Jason.. no begging. At that time haven't heard from them in like a year... then he did a new year's radio show or something; flex told me to tune in... last thing I know they're still talking about me.. trying to make fun of me... thought it was funny... so I called jason...
With no "out of timeout" in sight, I was like fuck it; I have that lil' gizmo site for the fun of it; why not join forces.. all I wanted is a place to post and fuck around couple of days a week, when bored or out of town... join forces instead of re-inventing getbig yet once again...
Then I admit it's my fault I should've communicated better; I changed my site template to show Jason what was possible with SMF.. what was perceived as "jumping the gun" was just a misunderstanding...the right thing to do was to communicate with me... but first thing you know texts are flying behind my back that I'm a psycho... Auschwitz etc... I was like wtf... why so defensive..
I do realize that I can draw the line between online shit and reality... but not everyone is there yet.
Let me drop the online persona and be serious for a second:
What pissed me the is how they tried to acquire dirt about me through my bro in law. I always kept it above the waist with them; no family, no occupation or anything. They try to discredit me out of jealousy I guess; as everything I posted online is just the truth; my life, career, family..
Then i started getting those crazy anonymous emails insinuating that "he" knew everything about me, insinuated through someone very close to me... who could that be? Who texts each on a daily basis?
Then I was over it shook my head and laughed.. that's when someone else who claims to be in the "industry" and have boatloads of dirt on them started sending me PMs on here....
Bottom line it's very simple; the very reason why you decide to behave a certain way in front of the keyboard is the very reflection of your shortcomings when not in front of it; hence "blockhead"'s crusade against the "industry" and Special ed's digging into my personal life to try to find flaws and feel better about his own...
