And Hows Your Weekend

[disturbia]

I had top move back to Regina for family reasons, leaving the beautiful city of Calgary for this shithole
I lost my entire online bankroll
got in a fight
crossed paths with the ex wife
in emergency ward with full blown nutso breakdown, they wanted to commit me, i left
my dad is being an asshole once again--he was good for a while
flat fucking broke
about sixty seven seconds from putting a bullet in my head

and of course the utter stupidity of the monkeys that run this piece of garbage website known as getbig

[ThaRealist]

Why waste the bullet?? Just overdose or something less messy....

[disturbia]

Why waste the bullet?? Just overdose or something less messy....

id probably miss anyways and hurt my hand

[JimmyJam1974]

How's the weather in Canada? Does your depression ebb and flow with the weather? Just curious.

[ShipSekki]

 Sounds like me a couple years ago. Minus the mental breakdowns.

 I moved the fuck outta North America and ever since then my life has been awesome, my mindset has been better, and my bank account keeps growing.

 Living in North America sucks, unless you're rich. Seriously man. Get outta that hellhole.

[JOHN MATRIX]

Sounds like me a couple years ago. Minus the mental breakdowns.

 I moved the fuck outta North America and ever since then my life has been awesome, my mindset has been better, and my bank account keeps growing.

 Living in North America sucks, unless you're rich. Seriously man. Get outta that hellhole.

i have certainly noticed this as well. most people are oblivious to it because they dont know anything else.

[Ex Coelis]

at least it's summer

[JOHN MATRIX]

I had top move back to Regina for family reasons, leaving the beautiful city of Calgary for this shithole
I lost my entire online bankroll
got in a fight
crossed paths with the ex wife
in emergency ward with full blown nutso breakdown, they wanted to commit me, i left
my dad is being an asshole once again--he was good for a while
flat fucking broke
about sixty seven seconds from putting a bullet in my head

and of course the utter stupidity of the monkeys that run this piece of garbage website known as getbig

i would sit here and try to convince you that 'life is wonderful and its worth it!!!!' etc... but honestly im right there with you at this point. hardly seems worth it anymore. the best part of my day is the deep sleep right before i wake up.once i wake up its all downhill from there lol.

[lovemonkey]

at least it's summer

Fuck the summer, I overheat so goddamn easily. I'd rather endure an arctic winter than having to be sweaty all the time.

I'm actually kind of anxious about this summer. I'm about to spend it in a quite hot and humid place... I'll probably go absolutely bonkers after a week or two.

[BIG ACH]

Never take your own life.  Its NOT WORTH IT, EVER!!!  Life is not that bad, even when its TERRIBLE, even when its absolutely terrible, and you think it couldn't get any worse, there will be brighter days!  Things will get better, its a storm that you gotta ride it out and fight!!! KEEP FIGHTING IT!!  Good luck man!

[Tombo]

had a massive weekend on the gold coast in australia, spent a fuckload of money but meh

[ShipSekki]

Where do you live cheif?

 I live in the land of 3 inch penises, dead dogs hanging on chains, puke on every street corner, and 2 whorehouses in every single building.

[chaos]

I live in the land of 3 inch penises, dead dogs hanging on chains, puke on every street corner, and 2 whorehouses in every single building.

You're in mexico

[MB_722]

I live in the land of 3 inch penises, dead dogs hanging on chains, puke on every street corner, and 2 whorehouses in every single building.

Cambodia?

[ShipSekki]

Cambodia?

 Close. I used to live in Cambo. I love that place, gonna vacation there in about 2 months.

 I'm in Asia somewhere. If I told you where, i'd have to kill you.

[heavyNbasic]

I had top move back to Regina for family reasons, leaving the beautiful city of Calgary for this shithole
I lost my entire online bankroll
got in a fight
crossed paths with the ex wife
in emergency ward with full blown nutso breakdown, they wanted to commit me, i left
my dad is being an asshole once again--he was good for a while
flat fucking broke
about sixty seven seconds from putting a bullet in my head

and of course the utter stupidity of the monkeys that run this piece of garbage website known as getbig

So it's safe for me to assume that you never found your grizzly bear.

[Tapeworm]

I've wondered: how do you pronounce that town?  Like rhymes with vagina?  Or like Tommy and Gina?

[johnnynoname]

I've wondered: how do you pronounce that town?  Like rhymes with vagina?  

this is why Canada is awesome---they do pronounce it like vagina





oh and it is also awesome for having a ton of hot chicks (who are all friends with disturbia on facebook, btw) and the great gretzky

[Tapeworm]

Then I am moving to EAsT Regina.

[disturbia]

So it's safe for me to assume that you never found your grizzly bear.

id destroy that bear in this mood

i honestly feel its time for a 6 month trip to jail for me, some assault charge or something.  just a break from life, go hang out, play some cards and not worry about rent or groceries or anything. Well other than getting shanked

[ShipSekki]

id destroy that bear in this mood

i honestly feel its time for a 6 month trip to jail for me, some assault charge or something.  just a break from life, go hang out, play some cards and not worry about rent or groceries or anything. Well other than getting shanked

 Seriously man. You should just leave the country, or go homeless and become a straight up drifter. Or just do something wild and crazy. Go for the freedom. Fuck living in a boring ass town, living a mundane and depressing life. Take a chance on something instead of wallowing in misery.

[nzmusclemonster]

go have a drink and get fucked up.

that always solves my problems.

[ShipSekki]

go have a drink and get fucked up.

that always solves my problems.

 If I was in Canada I would but a quarter of Chronic and get blazed right now.

[JOHN MATRIX]

Close. I used to live in Cambo. I love that place, gonna vacation there in about 2 months.

 I'm in Asia somewhere. If I told you where, i'd have to kill you.

you're in thailand arent you 

[Captain Equipoise]

I had top move back to Regina for family reasons, leaving the beautiful city of Calgary for this shithole
I lost my entire online bankroll
got in a fight
crossed paths with the ex wife
in emergency ward with full blown nutso breakdown, they wanted to commit me, i left
my dad is being an asshole once again--he was good for a while
flat fucking broke
about sixty seven seconds from putting a bullet in my head

and of course the utter stupidity of the monkeys that run this piece of garbage website known as getbig

That makes two of us in the ER!!!

I just signed myself out, had some 'upper respiratory infection/inflammation' start 2 days ago I was in so much pain I thought my head was going to explode, popping perc's and oxy's like tic tacs doing nothing, they had me in ER on morphine and antibiotics for 2 days.