for someone who sayes that doesn't care about anything and walk in the path of "peace of mind" you seem to make shit load of threads and discuss about worthless things.
you just recently said that you have been serious about training for 13 years and just now you have realised that bodybuilding is not for you, and you said you don't care about gaining muscle and you don't care about the look thing.... and now this thread
I'm not worried about getting some fat because of how it looks. It's more a of a health thing in my mind.
It's more like, i'm looking at my bodyfat rise, and i'm asking myself "What the fuck am I doing? This is insanity." And it's all just to gain a little muscle. The whole bulking thing is just starting to lose it's attraction to me.
Especially when I thin about the fact that when I cut down, i'll burn off a lot of the muscle I gained along with the fat.
When you make lean gains and your bodyfat is staying low, bulking is cool.
But when you start to get into the zone where you're pushing into the "chubby" status, that's when it's time to rethink things.
It's not that bad though, just a little soft around the midsection.