The latest:
Actually, before I go to bed, i got the following statement to say:
I WILL NOT go to getbig. It may seem like the move of a coward, but i think i dont really need to "prove" myself to a bunch of slackjawed little pricks (emphasis on little since probably half of them dont work out anyways theyre all ) who get their fun out of hurting people. Those people will never suceed in ANYTHING, not bodybuilding, not employment, not school, anything. Sure, they may breeze through and pass muster, but is that suceeding.
It took alot of balls from me to post pics at the stage where I am; and while I regret now posting them, it is only a marker of time and progress nothing more. If people want to make fun of a person trying to better himself, physically mentally and emotionally, than they are the ones who are fucked up and shouldnt belong on a bodybuilding forum as they should support people like me dealing with similar issues and trying to improve themselves, not tear them down to the point that they give up.
Those people are girls, there is no other word to describe them...inbred might work as well but im not sure on that one.