Quick question for discussion:
Why is it so fucking wrong that Im different than you guys? Whats so fucking wrong about not fitting the mold exactly? You guys constantly attack me for not being like you guys, yet I dont attack you for being like me.
In the end we're all different from each other. We all have our slight differences, and our major ones. You guys say my taste in music is "gay", yet people could say the same thing about the sport we mutually enjoy.
While I admit I have my issues, doesnt mean I should be treated like a fucking pariah. The same goes for my tastes, my identity, etc.
So in the end, why do you hate me for not being the definiton in your mind of normal?
And why the fuck do you expect me to just suddenly go out and be social, and party hearty when you wouldnt expect a person just out of the hospital after a major operation to be ready to go straight back to doing everything he was doing before he had to be admitted.
Its fucking ludicrous, ive been isolated and have been isolating myself for far too long to be social like you guys are now. Same thing with me emotionally, I just got to grow into it, just like bodybuilding; SO DONT FUCKING RUSH ME!
Im like that guy in the hospital socially and emotionally, just give me time.
