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« on: July 27, 2010, 02:34:05 PM » |
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Maybe it was Ron's messages, maybe it was just a realization, like the day I quit drinking 16 years ago.
Enough is enough of the loser I am on these boards and most of the time in life. It's like a guy said to me, you either get on with living or get done dying. The asshole posts, the racist posts, the posting personal info, all the negative crap I bring to internet boards I am going to work my best at not doing anymore. It might last 1 day, 1 month, 1 year or forever, but the effort is going to be there. I have pulled my accounts from white supremist boards, it doesnt mean I still don't dislike immigrants taking our country over or gangster blacks, it just means I am going to try to be more culturally accepting. The weight loss thing is progressing, I eat better and started seeing a counsellor yesterday over a lot of issues. I am not going to run out and get a job because facts are facts, I am good at poker and make more money doing that than any 9-5 thing.
I dont expect a pat on the back or well wishes or anything, I just wanted to put it in hard form that there is an effort. I guess I FINALLY realized that I am a 40 some year old guy acting like a jackass. And doing this because my self image/self esteem is so low I take my crap out on others instead of owning up and dealing with it.
gotta start somewhere, all I can do is try.
(yes feel free now, meltdown, gayer than, epic whining,....etc etc)
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« Reply #1 on: July 27, 2010, 03:21:00 PM » |
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Let me be the first to say...... Good for you.  |
Liar!!!!Filt!!!!
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« Reply #2 on: July 27, 2010, 03:30:07 PM » |
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Ron has touched many lives
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« Reply #3 on: July 27, 2010, 07:05:52 PM » |
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All the best.
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« Reply #4 on: July 27, 2010, 08:39:20 PM » |
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Like I told you before, even after all the crap, if it makes you feel better before you go nutso on someone else, feel free to call me any name in the book. Hope whatever you wanna accomplish, I wish you success. Yours Truely, Newmoustache (this isn't a jab, just hoping you get a chuckle out of it)  |
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« Reply #5 on: July 27, 2010, 09:01:34 PM » |
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best of luck.  |
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disturbia
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« Reply #7 on: July 27, 2010, 09:59:04 PM » |
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PIP
how are those California girls>? |
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Getbig V
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« Reply #8 on: July 28, 2010, 05:20:55 AM » |
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Good luck.
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« Reply #9 on: July 28, 2010, 06:44:54 AM » |
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« Reply #10 on: July 28, 2010, 09:48:10 AM » |
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Great news dawg ...when are we going to see another Avesher Show that show cracks me up  |
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disturbia
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« Reply #11 on: July 28, 2010, 11:07:07 AM » |
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Great news dawg ...when are we going to see another Avesher Show that show cracks me up avesher is hopefully retired |
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« Reply #12 on: July 28, 2010, 12:02:06 PM » |
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good luck
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disturbia
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« Reply #13 on: July 28, 2010, 04:18:56 PM » |
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you know who you are:
please do not hack into bigmc's account, use his password and post negative comments toward me using his account. I know bigmc is a good guy plus he posts short messages, not long drawn out ones like the one that was here before he went back on his account and deleted it.
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« Reply #14 on: July 28, 2010, 05:38:11 PM » |
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josh what happend. Mark pmed about something this earlier
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« Reply #15 on: July 28, 2010, 06:07:30 PM » |
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You will be missed, my friend.
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« Reply #16 on: July 28, 2010, 10:38:46 PM » |
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josh what happend. Mark pmed about something this earlier
just what my post says, thats what happened |
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« Reply #17 on: July 29, 2010, 01:31:36 AM » |
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josh what happend. Mark pmed about something this earlier
use peoples muscle names you slut..... |
PTPS
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« Reply #18 on: July 29, 2010, 04:01:55 AM » |
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bigmc has gone  |
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CalvinH
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« Reply #19 on: July 29, 2010, 05:36:48 AM » |
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you know who you are:
please do not hack into bigmc's account, use his password and post negative comments toward me using his account. I know bigmc is a good guy plus he posts short messages, not long drawn out ones like the one that was here before he went back on his account and deleted it.
Was it taken from alphafag again |
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« Reply #20 on: July 29, 2010, 01:44:03 PM » |
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Was it taken from alphafag again I'll give you 2 guesses but I'll bet you get it right the first time  |
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« Reply #21 on: July 29, 2010, 01:46:41 PM » |
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I'll give you 2 guesses but I'll bet you get it right the first time I havent seen those posts must be in another thread. |
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« Reply #22 on: July 29, 2010, 01:48:35 PM » |
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I havent seen those posts must be in another thread.
bigmc deleted them when he got back on this account since he didnt make them |
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« Reply #23 on: July 29, 2010, 01:50:02 PM » |
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bigmc deleted them when he got back on this account since he didnt make them
Gotcha I know you are trying to clean up your act so not cool of someone. |
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CalvinH
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Getbig V
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« Reply #24 on: July 30, 2010, 05:36:11 AM » |
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Was it taken from alphafag again Great board over there |
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