tonight i went to a friends to watch the ufc fight. i am on a special diet now but when i arrived they had pizza delivery there and they talked me into having a few slices. messing up on my diet is only one of the reasons right now i am feeling depressed guys.
after that, on the drive home i needed some alone time before returning home to my wife. i just wanted to clear my head and think about the fun night we had watching the fights. i was also on the hunt for the new pretzel filled mnms they are selling so i drove down a section of town with alot of convenince stores and gas stations that sell candy and on the way i drove by a gentlmen's club with a pretty sign.
i thought it might be nice to sit and have a quite drink in a lounge chair for awhile before going back home to my wife. when i went in they made me pay some money, gave me a poker chip, and put this black ink on top of my hand. i had no idea they were going to do that i was angry but by then it was too late and they told me i needed to have my hand stamped anyway in order to enter.
when i went in i went to the bar to get a drink and this lady walks by and her toes are glowing in the dark i think she had a special paint on them. she sat down next to me and we talked. we got along instantly. right away i felt i could open up to her. the conversation was great. we were even born in the same month of the year
she suggested we go talk someplace more quiet and i thought that was a good idea since i wanted at first to sit in a lounge chair with my drink. next thing i no this lady behind the bar says i need to pay even more money to do that. i was annoyed but i figured maybe it was a vip room (the rich people sometimes go there for privacy) and so i took my new friend there to. it was crowded so i was willing in order to get a little more peace and quite.
she was so friendly. i told her about some of the problems i was having at home. she really seemed to understand me and to care. at what point she came and sat on my lap. i should have got right up and left, she knew i was married why would she do this to me. but i gave in to the sin of the flesh and stayed seated. at one point i even touched her.
shortly after that goddam lady behind the bar peeked her ugly head in and asked if i needed more time and i said yes of course i didnt even finished my drink and then she said i would have to pay even more money. at that point my reason prevailed so i got up and left and went to sit back at the bar with my friend. before i even had the chance to tell her i love my wife and to say sorry if i had given her any false signals i noticed a change. she seemed distance. she even started talking to other guys at the bar.
at that point all i could think of was my wife, how her smile lights up are lives and radiates the room.
i had relations with a woman i didnt even no, and i have a permenent stamp on my hand to prove it. its like the book scarlet letter i read in school before. in the morning my wife will find out and i dont no how she will handle it. i cant believe i was such a fool.
