To your question. If you have low testosterone you will be on it your whole life. You can come off but that is your choice as you have the right to direct your own medical activity. However the side effects are lethargy, depression, painful joints, increased weight gain and generally poor health. Take a look at this site as it appears to have medically researched information and not Bro science
http://www.mesomorphosis.com/articles/index.htmMy advice, google is your friend. Find and read everything you can get your hands on. Scrutinize anything that does not cite research and only use it as a stepping stone for further reading. and if it sites research find other research that either uses it for further study or refutes it. As you do you will start to get a good picture of what works and what to try and what to test for.
Now to 4thAD, I did not state that these drugs were not available, I said that none of the endocrinologist doctors I visited ever heard of them or had a different understanding of what they were. Also most endos are not trained in hypogonadism and will refrain from prescribing medication in an off label fashion. They simply do not want to risk their livelihood and license just to treat one patient.
There was one Internet doctor that I was seeing that know his stuff that did prescribe nandrolone and anti estrogen pills, but after about 3 years in business he and the pharmacy were gone. How about that.
Now to the issue of steroid pills. There has been numerous research both independent and by manufacturers that show that steroid pills, both anabolic an non anabolic have a deleterious effect on the liver. So unless there is a steroid pill that has overwhelming benefits and that can be shown through research (blood tests) not to have toxic results, I will take historical research over bro science.
Now what you can do to enlighten us as to the safety of such pills is to regale us with your blood tests, before, during, and after a cycle, and the physiological results of that cycle.