Again, this is not what i ordered. Jay........ what must one do to climb the mountain? To show your true potential, to show the true power of the mind. They said there would be days like this but when you mentally prepare to have your name called, your hand raised. To be "the one". And......then...... they call your name 3rd. 4th. 5th, what ever. You dont train to the limit of your soul day in and day out to not
hear your name in 1st place, the winner. Mr. Olympia! There comes a time in a man's life...... when you have to realize yourself, the dream is reachable.... not Jay again..... I mean, we are all champions but in retrospect.... to be placed lower than what you know you should be.
Dont get me wrong, i love the other competitors but this is not about their struggle, but mine. My success. And when you do everything that is needed and you still are not judged as the number one...... Jay won again....... what do i and Oscar have to do, to be ready in this time and space to be the winner that i am. The team we have, work we have done, the places we have taken my body and training and my mind..... its like...... where do we go from here?