I was at the gym yesterday pumping my bi`s listening to Jethro Tull, thinking of the great one. Anyhow I saw some bigorexic guy sizing himself geared to the max. Made me think to myself would I ever be as warped as him. Than I realized I am.
I mean by get big standards I`m a 6 3.5 230 pound twink. But to any of my friends I`m the biggest guy they know. Not that I`m a giant, its just most of my friends are filthy liberals.
Anyhow are you the same? Has getbig made you feel smaller than you are in the real world.
I think a little bit, certainly when I took it seriously I was. I'd look at my arms which were 18.5" and think shit they look tiny especially when I turned to the side and the bicep always seemed to shrink in relation to your tris.
For a bodybuilder those are small arms but for the normal world that looks impressive especially if you're cut. Put it this way I would never want to be small, just wouldnt feel right. Maybe its bigorexic, maybe it isnt, I never used gear so I would only say it was a mild case perhaps...certainly a lot of my self confidence is tied up in me feeling strong and big (ish)
To be honest BB is a niche activity populated by no shortage of very strange individuals who all have their own sob story, Short man syndrome, bullied at school etc...
