So you actually think your a big guy, you may not be a twink, but a buff small guy is still small, you got no place complaining about the size of another small guy,
I made a comment, you, complain, there is a difference. You complain about this, you complain about that. And you are always comparing. Comparing yourself to this, to that. In oder to make yourself fell better. But, even you said so yourself, that being tall didn't cut it. That you still looked up to Dolph, because he represented the "ideal", the "perfect". There is a saying, "comparison is a sign of mediocrity"
You stop comparing, you will be happy... And you still didn't comment on the definitions, nor your lack of one.