I wanna work on my explosiveness as well. Training for looks only year after year makes you more and more dysfunctional. I look good, but I got neither speed nor endurance nor flexibility.
Yeah I Think ive gotten past the wanting to be huge and not being able to move part. (not that It would have ever happened lol)
I still wanna be big big Usefull.
Some mma dudes have Great bodies and can still move good and flexible and still kick yo ass. That what I wanna be.
80kg in good shape with good carido is a reasonable goal for me.