who says i dont get the money back ,there is more than contests inbodybuilding,
So income from bodybuilding related activities pays for CJC-peptide or 4iu of GH but is not enough to pay for 10-15iu of GH?
I'd be extremely surprised if bodybuilding paid for everything you need to compete, including food, etc. Guys like you mostly end up with a negative balance, which is why so many deal drugs. Of course, that could be called bodybuilding related income too.
Come on man, you don't do this stuff for money.