If I told about some of the strippers/whores I fucked over the last 7 months in my MJ/Vicodin highs... 
It changed the way I view women forever...9s-10s would fuck for pills...I've already said too much....

They were so fucking dead inside it made me sick....I don't like thinking about it...sad.
Oh yeah. I lost myself to Meth/Heroin after I got out of the Marines for a few years...
9's/10's would suck dick just to get a 5 bumps worth of dope.
Fuck, theyd be your GF and do ass to mouth just for the chance to be around if you had a constant supply. They totally lost their soul. As terrible as it was, it was great times.
But yeah, people have no clue what women really will do, a lot of guys have NO idea how dirty women are. If they did, they wouldnt give a shit about how they treat them a lot of times.
Just like you, my whole outlook on women changed during those times, and its actually helped me dealing even with normal woman.