i know gay people have good "gaydar" ...
....however, your gaydar is leading you astray here, load rag
I don't think you're 100% gay.
I just think you're a bi-curious dude who loves to suck cock when he can't get pussy. Perhaps you are a man trapped in a woman's body, but you're afriad to go all the way tranny?
I have NEVER met a true straight man who looks like you.
I'd bet big money on this.
If a doctor took your throat culture i'm sure there would be a significant amount of sperm in it. Guaranteed.