Ahh.. there’s the real Josh.
Do your worst, bitch.
Laugh my ass of again!!
Clown.
ok i will
About Me
I should be dead. I heard the doctors say it and I believed it. I didn't know when, but I believed in my heart that my death was imminent. Each day I woke up, I was a little surprised, and even disappointed. It was not a fun or easy life I was living. But it was all of my own doing. I had made my bed, time to lie in it. This page is dedicated to the truth that everything we do is a choice. I was choosing to starve myself to a slow, ugly death. I was choosing to be self-destructive, angry, and filled with a self-hatred. Now, I choose life and love. I choose creation and adventure. I choose to accomplish my goals instead of destroying them. I choose forgiveness over grudges, and inspiration over devastation. With chronicling my journey from a 60-pound anorexic, trapped in an ugly disease, that had given up on herself and awaited her own death, to what I am today. I am flawed but strong. I'm sometimse frightened, but am determined to live. I choose to see the beauty around me. I choose to experience everything I have dreamed of while, hopefully, helping others to see that it is never too late to choose to change. It is amazing what can be accomplished one moment at a time.