you didnt get any sort of feeling "reading" during pool? giggly? touchy? did you make her laugh?
Yea I made her laugh. She was touching me and I could see she was attracted kind of, said she likes my big nose hehe, but I just get all shy or something and don't play the touch game even though I should. Like on a subconscious level maybe I play the "im better than u" game as a sign that she needs to work for me, and not vice versa. And honestly thats how I feel when im out on a date with a lot of these girls, that im better than them and I do think I project that correctly in a way, like i dont show neediness anymore and almost like "impress me bitch". I dont act like a weak needy bitch like i used to, cuz I;'ve had a lot of sex with whores and kind of respect women very little anymore. she lost every game of pool, i said loser racks, she said oh im tired and smiley face, i said LOSER RACKS and she racked. i live in a hotel, i should move to a place with a kitchen and try that schtick.
I need to learn how to sexualise these encounters. I know how to make em laugh, sometimes I feel they're eating out of my hands, but then I just dont know how to get it to the bedroom. Like I'll just randomly mention when we're outside waiting for a cab "u wanna stay over at my place" to no avail.
