When a woman steps to you like a man, then she is gonna get treated like a man. If a woman picks up a weapon, she just grew some balls...that woman did what she did because she knew you wouldn't do shit, they know who to fuck with...and what is telling is that you never said why she slapped you
That was my first love and I made the mistake of falling in love with a girl who I didn't know was a cheating whore. She was tall and had the looks of a model and was beautiful. The piece of shit was cheating on me and when she was sleeping in my bed when her phone received a txt from her other boyfriend who was paying her money cuz his name was listed as "Businessman" in her phone, I told him all about us and her other guy. I texted the guy too who was her Filipino boyfriend working in another province about me and the businessman, and gave them both each others contact details. Deleted the txts afterwards but next day she found out cuz 1 or both of the guys told her to f off and I didnt even see it coming BAM.
I stood up, may have been bleeding or a cut on my lip cant remember, I was thinking u fuking girl u cheat on me and u hit me like its my fault? I wanted to slap her back to show her not to fuk with a man ever again cuz even if we're not physically big our strength is far greater cuz we got the gift of testosterone unlike their pathetic estrogen asses, and this was her fault to begin with. It took me a good few months to get over her, I was completely crushed like nothing before that cuz I thought this was it and I found my soulmate to be with forever, that was when I almost committed suicide and started taking antidepressants. Particularly difficult too cuz I dont have family or any1 to turn to for comfort, I'm pretty much alone in the world.
But these days I realise they're all miserable whores and probably don't have a heart anymore to fall in love. I only wish I meet someone like her now cuz she was a solid 8.5, decent personality, enough intelligence, incredible sex appeal. I had an amazing 6 7 months with her and if only I had not fallen in love and not confronted her and pretended not to know about her other guys I may still be having those amazing times, unbelievable sex, great convo, billiards and badminton partner. I was actually happy the first time in my life those 6 months. I felt happiness but it was ripped away from me in dramatic fashion. But I was so in love with her I just couldnt help it, when I found out I can't even describe how I felt, it was the lowest of lows and I came so close to suicide thankfully I didnt jump off that ferry in the middle of the sea at 2am, scared me too much I stook by the edge broke out in a cold sweat and was like fuck I cant do this, the sky looks black, sea looks black, and I cant swim, looks like such a painful way to go.