Wow that was exactly what I was looking for thanks alot dude.
Ive been through it before and always look back and review what I did wrong from every possible angle and try different approaches sometimes but theres always something that blows up in my face, always. Your right on the money despair is not a good coping mechanism and in the end all you can do is try and improve yourself and be better than them.
Women always jump ship when it sinks, they never go down with the ship. All of their so called 'friends' will always be available to them long after your gone and all you can do at that point is boink most of her friends and make her feel like soot.
Having 3 on the go is no easy feat either, how do you pull this off without $2gs a week to keep them all satisfied?!
you dont need to have a stable relationship with those three, actually thats impossible, just do the necessary to have them available whenever you want some serious action from them. Also, dating a girl is not math, it is not about numbers, DATING A CHICK IS AN ART, so the the better charlatan you are the less money you will have to spend on them.
Right now the best thing you can do is to is go hunt another hot chick. You just did it with that hoe so you can do it again. But take notice chicks can smell fear so you dont want to go start gaming just to get a kick in your butt again, it will break your ego to pieces at this piont. So please go find your inner peace before trying any moves.
If you work that right and have some luck, the original hoe will get in touch with you again, and you better get her addicted to your cock this time.