BTW all you are doing is proving that dope makes you a dope..
its so subtle it convinces those to think they are ok..and they swear by it and scream it out to the masses.
kind of like a charlie sheen thing going on but far less obvious.
before u cry foul..ive been there done that..was exactly the same as you..that was until a decade had passed..and i live in the marijuana capital of the world..even amsterdamians go nuts for Adelaide Skunk.
as soon as i got off- after finally showing signs of psychosis after years of every day, multiple bucket bongs a day of the most potent weed, i then saw how much life, memories, emotion and time i had lost..and its not coming back..and despite the highs..it wasnt worth it.
i seriously cant remember most of my 20s..only the real major memories- and even those arent that good- i only realise it when someone reminds of something that happened and i dont recal it at all..i even argue about it happening!.
but if thats the way u want to go...fill yer boots. pour your money and efforts into that shit and have a good time dude!...
one thig is for sure- even those who claim they can function as a n active doper would do MUCH better if they didnt.