Why doesn't it exist. I can afford to leave. Nothing keeping me here
because you ll still be who you are (with your genetical pre-programmations), you ll still be the son of your parents, you ll still need to find a job, to eat, to find a female partner to reproduce with otherwise you ll have the feeling to be empty and useless, and you still wont be able to do what you currently cannot do -and never could do-.
You re just like everyone else, deal with it.
You have been generated by what surrounds you, to give it something back in return, and this is what will give you the feeling to exist and to be happy. That's your only freedom.